Since the last few months, this thought has been the crux of my thinking. It has changed me. Or at least that is the idea. Not sure if this is who I want to be. Or do I? What about all those expectations I have? From people, from friends, from myself? Should I be bothered if I simply have no expectations from anyone? Have I become a lost soul? What if I lose everything I hold dear and near to me?
I know for a fact that I indeed have lost a few. Or is it the other way around? What if I get what I want right now, but after a few more months/years I realize I never wanted this? So many questions, such a predicament!
Then again, our dilemma is that we hate change and love it at the same time; what we really want is for things to remain the same but get better.
I read somewhere that the best things in life are unexpected – because there were no expectations.
I think I will stick to it for now.